| Location | Mitcham |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 2006 |
| Date of Death | 17/12/2006 |
| Visitors | 703 since 13/12/2008 |
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It was July 06, our daughter Abigail had turned 1 in the March and we felt ready to try for another one.
By the beging of October I was pregnant and as the weeks went by the excitment grew as did the anticipation. We had told a few close people and were awaiting the 12wk scan.
The 12th Dec started just like any Wednesday would, I felt fine in the morning, a bit anixous cause I was organising the mother and toddler christmas party that morning and it was the first time I had done it but nothing else.
It was evening time and I still felt fine slight back ache but nothing serious, went to the bathroom and noticed spots when I went to the toilet. We decided to play safe and I went to A and E as it was so late but there was nothing they could do and they said it's probably an infection and in the morning to go to the early pregnancy unit.
On the Thursday we turned up at the Early pregnancy unit and awaited to be seen. All the time I was silently saying a prayer asking that all would be ok, but knowing withing my heart that it wouldn't.
The scan concerned my worst nightmare, no baby just a mass with no shape or form. I was sent home with a sheet of information and a date to come back to make sure all was clear.
The next few days were a blur with my husband being my rock, he answered the phone and told people, I couldn't face anyone, there was no real physical pain, but the emotional pain was unending.
Then on Sunday everything became worse the pain, the bleeding, being sick. We went to A and E where I was put on a drip and kept in a side room.
To be honest it felt like I was in Labour, but I told my self I couldn't be because there was no baby to be born. By the afternoon I was back home knowing that there was now nothing inside me and feeling empty emotionally as well.
On the Monday we had to go back to the EPU as the doctor in A and E had told us to on the Sunday, as they couldn't do scaning.
So here we were again and when they did the scan there was nothing there. So I was sent home. Again my husband had to be my rock, I felt so low that I didn't want to see anybody, it was all so real now and there was nothing I or anyone else could do to make any difference.
The only way I managed to get through the hurt was with the help of family and close friends. On hard days it was my daughter who kept me going the most and then by May 07, I discovered I was pregnant again and so we now as a family had something to look forward to, thankfully this time even though I'd had a really rough pregnacy I gave birth to a beautiful boy on Feb 13th this year.
I still miss my little Angel and wonder about how he/she would of turned out, but my other 2 children keep me going even on the darkest days.
To my husband and children, thank you for making the dark days easier to cope with.
To my family and friends thanks for your love and support
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
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The moment that you died
my heart was torn in two,
one side filled with heartache,
the other died with you.
I often lie awake at night,
when the world is fast asleep,
and take a walk down memory lane,
with tears upon my cheeks.
Remembering you is easy,
I do it everyday,
but missing you is heartache
that never goes away.
I hold you tightly within my heart
and there you will remain.
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HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND EVERYONE
Our Lives changed, the very moment you passed away.
We couldn't stop it; there was nothing we could say.
You've touched our lives so deeply to a point you will never know,
We try to think about you when we are feeling down and low.
Sometimes when our day gets hard we will think about your beautiful smile
And if we listen hard enough we will hear your voice after a while.
It's you who give us a reason to go on with our day,
And now if we want to see you we'll bow our heads and pray.
We catch ourselves looking for you still, in the halls and at the front door,
But when we call your name there is no reply any more!
We never thought a day would come where we would be apart,
God has you in his keepings, we have you in our hearts.
Life will go on, but never will be the same,
Your beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain.
You're our angel from up above.
You'll always be missed, but most importantly... loved.
Just one more minute, God, is all we ask- why can't you give them back;
It seems like such a simple task. We guess people are right when they say God only takes the best,
We know enough now that you're peacefully at rest.
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You can shed tears that they are gone,
Or you can smile because they lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that they will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that they have left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see them
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember them and only that they are gone
Or you can cherish the memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what they would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
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I'm writing this from heaven, where I dwell with God above.
Where there's no more tears or sadness, there's just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy because I am out of sight
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.
And I will stay beside you, every day, week and year
And when you're sad I'll still be there to wipe away your tears.
When you think of my life on earth and all those living years
Because your only human their bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry it does relieve the pain
Remember there wouldn't be flowers unless we first had rain.
I wish I could tell you of all that God has planned
But even if I were able to, you wouldn't understand.
When your going down the street and you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps and only half a step behind.
And if you feel a gentle breeze or wind upon your face
Remember it's only me with a loving and soft embrace.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
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